Why today was intresting! lol...and EASTER SUCKS! spring break so far is ok....but yesterday was horrible...I couldn't talk to matt all day..well in the morning i woke up n i called him and i loved it coz i got to talk to him...but the rest of the day sucked because he wasn't there...But he called when he got home and I was better! lol And today i got my new MP3 player...It took me n matt 3 hours to figure out how 2 download the songs onto it..and we had 2 do it our selves....Matts uncle rich has the same one, but he's in Mexico...Lucky its warm! lol And my new mp3 player is cool (after u spend 3 hours trying to figure out how to add the songs...then 3 to add over 1,000 songs lol...) well i can play it in the car and in my stereo so i don't need the headphones all the time...and i'm gonns work with it to play through my tv...I hope 4 my b-day i get rollar blades of my own, and a new stereo...it would rock! tomorrow is Erics sweet 16...and i still need 2 talk to him about what he wants 4 his b-day....He can have his gift sunday when we go play paintball....did i mention i shot myself with a real gun! yey me! i'm so happy! lol!!!! ok ok it was an Airsoft gun...but still I didn't freak out when a gun was pointed @ myself by my own hand...thats bad! lol I was thinking about putting it to my head to see if it would hurt...but the closer u are to your body part the more it hurts...lol i shot my lower leg twice...first time it didn't hurt...second i went closer and it did...and once in my thigh...and that didn't hurt...i only shot myself in the thigh because i shot eric there! lol and it hurt him...and I was about a few feet away from him lol...I felt bad I didn't mean to! lol well i'm not sending matt a long e-mail about how happy I was tonight being held by him and kissed...and i looked @ him and i couldn't help but smile...I missed him, now I finally have him for the day, and we layied in my bed and watched Cheaper by the Dozen...It was great! we lost it when the dog was bitting the guys nuts! hahah! lol wellp going to bed...I very very sleepy...and tomorrow me n matt might get together earlier...so that means i have to be up by 10 lol i gotta shower! so i smell nice for matt lol...mmmmm i'm hungry! lol good night!