mIzzLers

Today was weird!

Tue, 25 May 2004 04:50:28 GMT

Hello today was weird... matts been having a bad day..he had to go shopping for things he didnt want lol...today i went to school...i woke up @ 4 am and was like i can move my toe...damn it did i break it on something...i have a wall close to my bed so it's possible...and then i rubbed it and it felt better...all day sucked went to closses had mostly a free day in each, and 8th hour me and matt got passes from Mr. Kurtis to go into the metal shop and work on matts bike..he's fixing it up so it looks better than now..and he only has 3 days to work on it so he'll be out of my 8th hour tomorrow and wed and well..maybe i can go again..i like dhelping him..i never working in a metal shop and it was fun just me and him working together on something...i liked to help him...7th hour i wrote a poem but matt didn't like it and i need to finish it so i can add it to the group i'm in..well that's really it...tomorrow i have job interview #2 with the head boss so i think i might find out if i have the job...ya never know...i might work tomorrow i hope lol if not i might see matt after the interview...better go read so i can get some sleep...nights!

Easter Sucks....

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 04:52:33 GMT

Why today was intresting! lol...and EASTER SUCKS! spring break so far is ok....but yesterday was horrible...I couldn't talk to matt all day..well in the morning i woke up n i called him and i loved it coz i got to talk to him...but the rest of the day sucked because he wasn't there...But he called when he got home and I was better! lol And today i got my new MP3 player...It took me n matt 3 hours to figure out how 2 download the songs onto it..and we had 2 do it our selves....Matts uncle rich has the same one, but he's in Mexico...Lucky its warm! lol And my new mp3 player is cool (after u spend 3 hours trying to figure out how to add the songs...then 3 to add over 1,000 songs lol...) well i can play it in the car and in my stereo so i don't need the headphones all the time...and i'm gonns work with it to play through my tv...I hope 4 my b-day i get rollar blades of my own, and a new stereo...it would rock! tomorrow is Erics sweet 16...and i still need 2 talk to him about what he wants 4 his b-day....He can have his gift sunday when we go play paintball....did i mention i shot myself with a real gun! yey me! i'm so happy! lol!!!! ok ok it was an Airsoft gun...but still I didn't freak out when a gun was pointed @ myself by my own hand...thats bad! lol I was thinking about putting it to my head to see if it would hurt...but the closer u are to your body part the more it hurts...lol i shot my lower leg twice...first time it didn't hurt...second i went closer and it did...and once in my thigh...and that didn't hurt...i only shot myself in the thigh because i shot eric there! lol and it hurt him...and I was about a few feet away from him lol...I felt bad I didn't mean to! lol well i'm not sending matt a long e-mail about how happy I was tonight being held by him and kissed...and i looked @ him and i couldn't help but smile...I missed him, now I finally have him for the day, and we layied in my bed and watched Cheaper by the Dozen...It was great! we lost it when the dog was bitting the guys nuts! hahah! lol wellp going to bed...I very very sleepy...and tomorrow me n matt might get together earlier...so that means i have to be up by 10 lol i gotta shower! so i smell nice for matt lol...mmmmm i'm hungry! lol good night!

~mIzzLers~

..The Day After

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 04:34:07 GMT

Well our play was last night. It was ok, Everyone said I did good so i'm happy about that. Me n my mom just took matt home. And he was supposed to be online but he isn't, so i'm guessing he's in bed already, or he's eatting first lol. He might have gone 2 bed he was tired...I'll give him till I'm done writing here then I'll e-mail him to say I'm going to bed and then I'm going to bed because I am frigging tired..I was up late last night, now I'm too tired to stay up. Or I'll lay in bed and play Tony Hawk Underground...Good game, I beat it twice tonight! So happy! lol Neways tomorrow who knows what i'm doing yet, that was another reason me n matt were gonna talk online...I might be going with him to his Uncle Hanks house for the day. I dunno. I won't see him Easter Sunday, Familys are taking us away from each other. And my mom made my hair appointment! next Thursday! weee Coloring n cutting it away! I'm so happy! I kind missed it being short, and I need a break from it looking like crap all the time. It looks alot nicer when it's shorter. Well i have to go write matt a quick e-mail..Or i'll just go play t.h.u.g and leave an away message on with sounds so i know when matt gets on...if he will lol.....He might be fixing his necklace...I hardly pulled on it, and it broke...I'm gonna cry.... Wellp later I'm off for now!

~mIzzLers~

The Day Before...no Hours Before...

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 22:10:37 GMT

WHAT THE PISS! errrrrrrrrr i'm falling apart and my stupid objects r falling apart, 1st hour got my period, 2nd hour we had a stupid lock down, all I wanted was to call my mom so I can go friggin home, and take a shower. I had to wait till I got into 3rd hour because our ass. princapal is power hungry and wanted to piss everyone off...and he did! ok went home before 3rd hour ended...yeah the "drill" took longer than 2nd hour to finish...came back at 10:30, matt n eric got pissed at eachother, eric slapped me, matt hit him, eric hit matt, yelling, eric leaves...smashes his knucle maybe...got over it...finish lunch, went to 5th hour...it was hell, had to go over the play, Act III...pissed me off that springer didn't like how i did...i could have cared less...6th hour sharon was bugging me about the stupid cd play i sold her for $35...i'm still waiting on $20...and I need it but I can't say anything because it's not nice of me now is it? 7th hour, Math...tried to fall asleep...failed, left eary and went to the library were i bugged eric for like 10 minutes, then back down past my math class and waitted for the bell outside matts class. bell rings we go to 8th hour..MY FUCKING MP3 PLAYER BROKE...AGAIN! and so that pissed me off more, came home tried to fix it, didn't work, went to ear doctor, it was gay coz i had to wait for ever to be told nothing was really wrong with my ears...left went to KFC something I really really wanted, ordered...and me being lucky coz i'm poor, we didn't have enough money so we left and i got a pop...came home pissed called matt, Talked to him about going there tonight around 6 to get my mp3 player fixed, hoping matts dad can fix it...then talked to matt about how happy I am to be poor and to have my body fall apart along with anything i own....so I ended up crying then my grandma called...then matts mom got a call so now i'm stuck talking to him online and being pissed...BLARG! i'll end it here..and post another when i get home tonight...the damned play is tomorrow....i'm going to screw up...only matts coming...my mom n dad don't really want to.

~mIzzLers~

In The Beggining...

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 04:25:44 GMT

Hello Hello, (Get The Fuck Away From Me lmfao matt) Well here's the begginging of a new blog..or journal w/e. It's late and I keep readin joans blog and liking it so I got one..Thanks joan! Well it's 11:23 and I'm thinking...about friends, old friends, skool, matt lol...Nothing bad about matt tho, and I'm thinking about getting my hair cut again...short this time...I found a pic of when it was short and I kind miss it, so when my mom has time tomorrow or thursday I'm hoping she'll make me an appointment to see the lady who cuts and colors my hair. I'm hoping to suprise matt, but he might read this before I get it cut and I'll be mad but oh well, I won't tell him whats in here because he'll wanna see it lol. Well I'm going to be, gotta be up at the crack of dawn to take a shower, I want my damned hair to smell of Strawberrys and Cream...like the bottle says! lol I'll update this later!

~mIzzLers~